-and i'll be right here waiting for you,my LOVE.-
its been a day. without him.
too many things happened today.
no matter how bad i need you here by my side,i kept telling myself to be strong.
for once,i know i can do this.
maybe im just being too emotional today. but..
if things are bound to happen,it will.
i have to accept it no matter how difficult/painful it is.
this feeling SUCKS. i've never wanted this.
thanks,NIEZA.
for making this day of my life a HELL one.
you want it this way? we'll have it this way.
u said,'da ludah,takkan jilat alek?' okayy.
can. accepted by me.
but let me tell you this. and i want to emphasis alot on this.
DON'T YOU EVER LOOK BACK ON LIFE AND REGRET,girl !
i know all this are happening due to your STUBBORNESS and your FCUKING ego!
hell,yeah. we'll see.
im not losing anything. but you ARE losing ur cousin who all this while tried to put you on the right track when you go wrong.tried to correct your mistakes.
tried to explain things you dun understand. gives you my advice when you need an opinion.
and the list goes on..
you've LOST me. and i mean it.
and the fact that we two have different personalities,remains.
people have eyes.they do.
NIEZA,accept the fact that things doesn't always happen the way you want it to.
remember that.
and,im wishing you the best in life.
again,you've LOST me.
P.S my LOVE,if you happen to read this post, don't you worry okay.
i'll be fine. maybe i'll just weep abit.cry abit.for im just any other human with feelings.
enjoy yourself,LOVE.you must be.
loving you,baby. always~
You're all I ever wanted ;
